The office

No, not the office at work. My private office has been a mess for a few months. It's a space which I clean up every few month, but never really can find the space to put all the stuff. Now my whole studio equipment and my camera's, are there (or should be) there as well. Simply, I ran out of space and most of the material was just laying around, either in a carton box or just on the floor.

Two weeks ago I got paid for a picture I took two years ago. They should have paid anyway, but decided not to use it. Until I found one of those pictures published. So I called there manager, not angry but surprised. It took some time, but I got some money finally. To be honest, it's more a tip, but enough to by a cabinet fir the office. And so I did.

What the hell did I know. Just putting a bigger cabinet in there, with help from a friend, and then fill it up again. To bad, it's not that easy. I may have got more space, but trying to organize it, it seems less. So it is turning into a multiple step project. All the video cables in a box, and so for al the photo, computer stuff and so on. Then I still need to figure out what I need most.

But just by doing it, I feel more organized again and gives me some energy. One thing I learned during my depression is that sitting still and giving in to it makes it worse. I think or felt like I was there again, to tired to do anything and going down the spiral again. Now I've got a "small" project again and it feels great!

Saturday a good friend is coming, and I’m going to show him what I’ve done, and what more I want to do. Like a new floor, and different desk. It’s always fun to talk about that kind of things. Dream, dream, dream and that is what I’m going to do right now…..