Intake

Oeps, for some reason some of my friends got scared about my mental health after reading Saturday's blog. It would have been nice if they gave me a ring or even a text message but I guess they did not know what to say. I do not talk with them about these kind of things since I do not want to be a trouble maker and it's very, very hard for me to talk anyway.

Today I talked to my GP over the phone, and I had an intake with yet another psychologist. This one is over the internet so more talking via the keyboard then face to face, which hopefully is easier to do for me. But first I had to fill out one of those forms again with all those questions about yourself. I find it hard to see my own answers again, and realize that things are not much better then a few month ago. And I finally had a small chat with my mate over the phone this morning, which gave me some ease of mind.

But I did go to Amsterdam last Saturday, even though it was just for a couple of hours, it was nice just to walk around and go to a pub. I used to do that quite often in my younger days, so hopefully I will have the strength to do it more often. One thing; I was certainly not used to all the flirting anymore :)