Relieve

Yesterday I had a talk with my colleague about things you normally don't talk about, let alone with somebody from work. It left me with some weird feelings and questions if it was alright to tell him. But it's a subject we share, so I guess it will be fine.

But once I got home, some other things started to bother me and I called a friend just to get it of my chest. We talked for whole evening, the pour guy. But at least I went to bed empty headed and could sleep a little.

Today I have been feeling very nervous and not myself. Had to go to my GP and had the second part of my intake which was over the phone this time. It was a very nice lady on the other side and we had a good chat about serious stuff, but it wasn't to heavy, and she comforted me with telling me that she thinks she can help me.

I have finally found therapy!!!!

I went for a walk just to get used to the feeling and get some things in perspective again. Funny how the world looks brighter again if you're looking around with a more clear mindset.

I just had to do some paperwork and sent it to them, but by the end of this week or beginning next week it will all start. It's takes between 13 and 20 weeks, so I know I'm not there yet. But after posting the papers I could let go of some feelings and had some, more or less, happy tears.